A Bad Pudding Cup
Posted: February 26, 2011 Filed under: Personal Posts Leave a comment »Hey… now I’m sorry that it goes even slower than I imagined. Just posted Floodgate though, so enjoy.
I’m going to visit USA for the first time in my life. Next week I’m going to business trip to Atlanta… we’re staying in Hilton Hotel though so nothing underground about it. We’ll spend most of the time in conference rooms so it’s not really “visiting the states” thing as “visiting the other offices that are more clean and bigger than here” kinda deal. But whatever, I’m looking forward to it anyway. Leaving in two days… I gotta get me a new suit and arm myself with Marlboro Lights family pack. Oh yeah, I want to quit smoking in near future… I’ve noticed it’s all about the influences whether you smoke or not… my dad smokes, I play in rock’n'roll band where you are kinda supposed to smoke… on the other hand our singer Dave is trying to be proper straight edge and I listen to the scene that is based on clear mind – emotive hardcore – a genre that is living prove that you can change the world, change the rock’n'roll. Put this all together and the result is: I’m not convinced smoker but I ain’t sober too. I just had this piffany the other night, where our bassist was lying next to me stoned out of his head (he just had a bad pudding cup at Shell gas station from some girl, it wasn’t his fault) saying something like I’m more important that I think and shit… but I don’t think so. I mean, I have improved my life a lot within 1 year… but I’m still not happy with myself and I’m trying to tell everyone now… I guess I’m hoping for some help.
About my band… in case some of you are interested, we just had our first gig ever here in Prague. Already got 3 fan videos on YouTube, hehe. And it was fucking amazing night! I was quite nervous of course, I’m usually the one in our band that go most crazy during rehearsals… but at that gig I was just staring on my guitar all the time. Well at least now I know I’m gonna enjoy it more next time and don’t give a shit about making few mistakes. Here is one of the videos taken by Ra Bob:

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